Stareater

So long
I've been locked inside here
I waste time and lay by the beach
Well I tried to heal the past with palm trees
Wish you cared enough to call me

I don't really love you
No one caught me in a better lie
I don't wanna fall again
I'm running out ahead time
Leaving here and I'm not telling you why
Giving up cause I'm not willing to try
I don't really love you
No one caught me in a better lie
I don't wanna fall again
It's killing me inside
Leaving here and I'm not telling you why
Giving up cause I'm not willing to

I've gone silent on my end (Silence on my end)
Cause I'm done lying to fit in
Cause vanity the only virus I can't get
I'm missing every bit of time with all my friends
I reinvested every dime that I had left
You know I wanted it all

Blood on the ceiling you crawl
Devil eyes
I haven't missed you at all
Petty lies
I'm in denial your gone
I hope you think of me sometimes
Sometimes
You know I wanted it all
It's like they always say
Nothing lasts
And now we'll never be friends again
I know you want to but I don't want that
And now you're falling for somebody else

Trapped in this lonely town
Watching my dreams play out
I stand by
The dead can't die

I don't really love you
No one caught me in a better lie
I don't wanna fall again
I'm running out ahead time
Leaving here and I'm not telling you why
Giving up cause I'm not willing to try
I don't really love you
No one caught me in a better lie
I don't wanna fall again
It's killing me inside
Leaving here and I'm not telling you why
Giving up cause I'm not willing to

Trapped in this lonely town
Watching my dreams play out