Starboard

Sitting starboard, I went over, underwater
No one saw me, hardly made a sound

The moon was glowing small, then smaller
Sinking further, my departure stunningly peaceful

Life has tangled us together we are tethered by our hands and feet
And you looked to find a lover but your other was the enemy
You can struggle you can pray and you can fight it or admit defeat
But I will sink until the bottom of the ocean and my body meet

A silhouette appears above me, someone loves me
I'm so sorry, but I will not be found
The vague regrets and fears have surfaced
With new found purpose, take the air and push it all the way out

Life has tangled us together we are tethered by our hands and feet
And you looked to find a lover but your other was the enemy
You can struggle you can pray and you can fight it or admit defeat
But I will sink until the bottom of the ocean and my body meet

I will never see him older