Standing In The Rain (people dead)

I'm standing in the rain
Peoples calling out my name
Peoples actin' like they know me but they don't
So I'm shrugging off the blame

Ya know the shots we're licking
Over puddles in these pots we piss in
Block conditions hopscotching for the top position
Imposter mobster vision Birdseye never lobster driven
We never stop to listen busy watching oppositions
I never smile and I am not forgiving
And when I die and meet the big guy I'll give him all I've got to give him
I'm in a crisis so maybе it's this midlife or the nightshifts
My only real advicе is the watch is winning
And by the time all the plots are thickened
I'll be doctoring like proctor grinning
Inoculated on Risperidone the slots are filling
Without this medicine my relevance is not so willing
I'm on the poxy ceiling
I pop the seal like it's amoxicillin
I'm ambidextrous
Any hand could rock the cradle at the cost of filling
Up a jar or two I'm marga with the box of trimmings
And you can find me at the end of every lost beginning
According to the gospel here I prosper sinning
While imposters need an Oscar
In their Boxster like it's rocks their slinging
I'm in a Costa with my pads in singing
Halleluia Allelujah if the gods are willing

I'm standing in the rain
Peoples calling out my name
Peoples actin' like they know me but they don't
So I'm shrugging off the blame

Yo I step up to this checkered range
My self reflections are detected
Every speck of change hosted in my severed veins
I readjust these molecules and take a breath again
Before I'm leaving this station upon a freedom train
Yeah I'm different I know because you're all the same man
I run around with all these teams of all these fiends in pain
All the drug abuse alcohol jeans and chains
Stanley's range will express how I dream for change
I open up the box and it seems the same
Feel the silence that's been harvesting the seeds of shame
And when I need to leave the shadows at a featured range
And I speak of change until I'm weak and drained
And I stagger through the borders 'til I'm recontained
These days are in the last acclaim
Mastering the masks of pain
While I'm laughing at the shards remains
Ya dun kno

I'm standing in the rain
Peoples calling out my name
Peoples actin' like they know me but they don't
So I'm shrugging off the blame

I'm standing in the rain
Peoples calling out my name
Peoples actin' like they know me but they don't
So I'm shrugging off the blame