Stan (Remix)

My soul gone cold am wanting to die
Pills and alcohol
Out the window I blow indo
And I can’t breathe at all
I smoke buds on buds these clouds are grey
I pop Xanax till I fall
Wake up in the morning
Am like am I glad or am i sad
Black hole where my heart should be cause my whole chest full of pain
Stormy rain and doc keeps telling me life kinda turned me insane
Action reaction action reaction feel my demons unchained
Sip codeine and it’s not cus of Wayne, tryna run from my brain
Do you know Sam? Cah I’m channeling hayne
Alister Crowley follows
I don’t really socialize like who’s this pain I borrowed
Your issues is not my issues
Go get yourself some tissues
Things I done & seen turned me hollow pain and sorrow

CHORUS (DIDO)

Demons knock knock...knock knock knock my head is tapped
Mans a dad now and my head still fuck up blood mans got to adapt
Tryna wash all these memories but it don’t work with lean or tablets
Sometimes I self harm and it don’t feel better until I do damage
Would I be me? without these thoughts, my life style been manic
ST remdogg Lloyd buffman Murdered life is tragic
I ain’t scared of the streets I’m scared of me and what I’ll do to survive
Man approach me and I got this knife I’m getting life if I panic
Shxdow done been assessed but there’s just some things you can’t assess
Shxdow had to stop drinking them spirits cah shxdow already possessed
Shxdow why you always watching serial killers Shxdow obsessed
I don’t even know why I cut my flesh something sez release stress
And I love all my supporters but Shxdow can’t be your leader
How can man follow me when I cut myself with this big clever
Corrupted files corrupted data
From back when I had sega
Always knew I would stab from I picked Vega

CHORUS (DIDO)

Shhh cause I will show mans liquid
He thinks he too solid
I can’t even say too much too many things too horrid
I dint really think I would get to this age if I’m really honest
And my bro gotta wake up everyday to that dead food and porridge
Ritual time Shxdow like some parasite to knowledge
Things that I do in my home ain’t the same things that I do in a forest
So many voices arguing everyday
And it’s in my skull
Demons tryna pull the wool and I feel vulnerable
I don’t feel at home on earth and I can’t really explain
I don’t know bout him or her but I know I feel this pain
They don’t really know my worth they want me in chains
Corrupted data, I am ... know that my soul is tainted
All them curbs I painted & all them times they raided
Relationships expired & some friendships outdated
Man used to pray to Jesus and man waited & waited
As soon as I spoke to Satan shh man done fixed that craving

CHORUS (DIDO)

My soul gone cold am wanting to die
Pills and alcohol
Out the window I blow indo
And I can’t breathe at all
I smoke buds on buds these clouds are grey
I pop Xanax till I fall
Wake up in the morning
Am like am I glad or am i sad