Stains

[Verse 1: Bukshot]
Still remember when this blood hit my face
Felt like it should have been me in it's place (In it's place)
We was banging with the opps, yeah they caught us slippin', now my boy is in a box
It felt like soup, it was hot, it was wet
Splattered on my shirt straight runnin' down my neck
Reachin' for my gun now, bitches better duck down
Painted like a stunt clown, I don't give a fuck now (Fuck now)
All I see is red ain't talkin' 'bout my flag
I just want 'em dead as I pull it out my bag
Nothin' else matters, nothin' but revenge
Don't want it but I have to, now we at the end (Now we at the end)

[Chorus: Bukshot]
I feel the pain, I'm wrapped in chains, the sense of dread
All that remains now are these stains inside my head
And it's killin' me, no empathy
These enemies drainin' my energy
What it's tellin' me, no remedy
All pain when I face my memories

[Verse 2: Bukshot]
I was twenty-three when my dad died
Took his own life, lookin' dead in his eyes
Had a plan with the suicide letter
Nine millimeter Ruger loaded on the dresser (On the dresser)
In the blink of an eye, he had it in his hand
Why'd bullets have to fly? (Have to fly? Have to fly?)
Once again, got to witness blood spray
Never seem to get away from the gunplay
Maybe someday I can get lucky
'Til then I gotta question if the heavens even love me (Even love me)
Daddy's brains on the ceiling, now stains on my feelings (On my feelings)

[Chorus: Bukshot]
I feel the pain, I'm wrapped in chains, the sense of dread
All that remains now are these stains inside my head
And it's killin' me, no empathy
These enemies drainin' my energy
What it's tellin' me, no remedy
All pain when I face my memories

[Outro: Bukshot]
And it's killin' me, no empathy
These enemies drainin' my energy
What it's tellin' me, no remedy
All pain when I face my memories