Stained and Blemished

[Intro]
I'm stained
Stained and I'm blemished
Oh yeah, I'm stained
Stained and I'm blemished

[Verse 1]
So can you be a light upon my past
And be a lamb during my darkest hour
Cause them night stalkers don't really care whom they devour
It get real
I've seen faces get pealed over Jordan's
From where I'm from the misfortune ain't that foreign
This ain't normal ain't it, Norman?
No it's not, they tried to put me in a box
But quit my job at Fed-Ex to hit the road
And build them there blocks
So they climb the laddеr while their babble on
Yеah I make the beat then I get my Scrabble on
How you supposed to be thug and blood
But you let the homie get his [?] on
Woop woop
Double standard, yeah I know
I told you life is a Merry-Go
[?] real boy to Pinocchio
See the lamb, imma be the goat
Yeah, in this scenario
I prosper [?]
Sponsored ads and all them scary flows
And I didn't even need all this recommendation
Princeton put me retainer
Teaching students off the [?] of entertainment
Unfiltered
All things considered, I shouldn't be alive
That's why I smile at Kirk Franklin
I got them people on my side
Oh yeah the Father, Son, Spirit
They hate to hear it, cause they fear it
That's why every chance I get, I rap about 'em in my lyrics
Love supporters and my critics
I used to only hear a cricket
I remember spittin' verses in the back of my mother's Plymouth
When I was

[Pre-Chorus]
Stained
Stained and blemished
Stained stained
When I was stained
Stained stained
Stained and blemished
Yeah

[Chorus]
But really ain't nothin' changed
I'm still stained and I'm blemished
Ha! Oh yeah I'm, Oh yeah I'm, Oh yeah I'm, Oh yeah I'm
Stained and I'm blemished
I'm stained

[Verse 2]
So babble on, grab your ladder
You're so enamored
You prayed for answers and didn't receive 'em
Now you're spiteful, hatin' Jesus
Got to thinkin' "what's a weakness?"
When you be servin' under meekness
We Under Armor like Academy
You should go consult a genius
I write my verses like a thesis
These wordy speeches leave you speechless
On the porches in the gutter
We learned to rap from watching preachers
The coaches sat me on the bleachers
They never thought that I'd be ballin'
Now we rich off sellin' sneakers
These walking shoes to run from demons
Made it reign off any season
They Taken back like Liam Neeson
Because I rock my faith out on the court
As comparable to Stephen, Stephan
Just can't prosper, ain't no weapon
Formed against me ever steppin' like a stepper
Found my groove, I feel so steller
Now we up like "ouu"
Got it stuck like "what?"
I don't dance for dollar bills
Because I'm a diamond in the rough
See they more cap than Captain Crunch
Making hits just ain't enough
Breakin' chains like Tasha Cobbs
I transform like Shia LaBeouf
Used to be stuck when I was

[Pre-Chorus]
Stained (oh my god)
Stained and blemished
Stained stained
When I was stained
Stained stained
Stained and blemished
Yeah

[Chorus]
But really ain't nothin' changed (nothin' changed)
I'm still stained and I'm blemished (I'm still sick)
Oh yeah I'm, Oh yeah I'm real
Stained and I'm blemished