Stability

[Verse 1]
'Cause there's no stability in this situation
I don't know what you're thinking
I don't know what you're feeling
I don't think that you want me
I don't want to have to deal yet
I don't see what you're seeing
Now you're just a regret

[Chorus]
And I don't want to
Squander this beautiful mess
We made, and played
Along, but I have to see what's next

[Verse 2]
I know that life came fast at you
And you weren't ready yet
But I can't wait any longer
While you aimlessly wonder
I know you really want me but I don't
Want have to pretend
That I don't have reservations
Because of past events

[Chorus]
And I don't want to
Squander this beautiful mess
We made, and I played
Along but have to see what's next
In this life, and I'll try
To let you down softly
But I have to be real with myself
'Cause it's the only life I get