St. Catharines (part one)

[Verse: Bender]
Gave 80 bucks to lady luck, now I'm sitting under the bridge
Clutching my fists with a couple of kids sipping Baby Duck
The cold sweat ain’t broke yet, 'bout to blow rent, with all the dough spent most my close friends ain't got no hope left
So tense, burning up, see my own breath and it’s June
My ex-roommates been getting phone threats since I moved (Man leave me a message)
And I been there first hand seeing the menace, how that shit'll make anybody develop deviant ethics
When there's, funnel clouds touching down on Silver Beach
I clutch the ground and wonder how this fucking town ain't killing me
Sit and bleed out millipedes, grind my wisdom teeth
Pinched my cheek in disbelief but it had been a week since I could get to sleep
My lips gripped a stick of nicotine but didn't breathe
Transfixed stared through the wall and lit up trees like it was Christmas Eve
Only get the habit to shake if there's no dragon to chase
Grip my fist, clench my jaw so they'd force an atom to break
And the aftertaste would last for days, no resisting
Left my body as the chemical reaction made my bones start twisting
Lethargic carcasses with they eyes sunk into tarpits
Were the target market who'd spark what they’d find stuck in the carpet
Walking zombie tryna cop some mommy falling ill
Every other week from hooting filthy 20 dollar bills, son I’m weak
One whiff this, heart of darkness skips a beat
Getting clean's a bitch, I need a fix or feel too sick to eat
But I, never bang, always chose foil over rigs
Had paranoia, deathly scared of lawyers and pigs
Waiting on a rooftop for 45 minutes thinkin Hollywood’s rendition's like a glorified picnic
Shit, and my girl's been staying with her parents
For the last two days because my state is painfully apparent
Thought, one final mission, and that'll be enough
But I got a problem ’cause I got the last three on a cuff

[Outro: Bender]
Sometimes I feel like uhhh
Sometimes I feel like I'm my only friend