Squalene Part 2

I paint my face
In demons blood
I can't escape
My craving for your love
I wait each day for your return
Guess you could say
That my lessons been learned
I'm sorry mom and dad
For the things I do
And the words that I say that mask the truth
I wait each day locked in my room
Think to myself how much I miss you

And I don't know what I will do
I feel so lost without you
But maybe I just care too much
I'm just addicted to your touch
And I'll douse myself in chemicals
And let them rot away my skull
I'm losing it I'm so disturbed
And I can tell I'm getting worse
I'm getting worse
I'm getting worse
I'm getting worse
I'm getting worse
Getting worse