SPOKEN TRUTH #14 ..

[Intro]
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
Always, always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
Always, always on my mind
Always, always on my mind
Always, always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
Always, always on my mind
Always, always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
Always, always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
And I don't understand
You said you'd never leave
You told me that you'd be there
But you're lying to me
You're always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think of what you're doing
Do you think of me sometimes?
And I don't understand
You said you'd never leave
You told me that you'd be there
But you're lying to me
You're always on my mind
And when it's late at night...

October, right after my birthday, I was diagnosed with HIV. The girl sat me down, she took blood first. Had to wait 20 minutes and she came back and she said- she reacted
I started feeling really tired, all time, and just didn't really understand what was going on said oh I'm just homesick and I hadn't had a HIV test or an STD test in a while so I was like I mean why not? New relationship its always good to get tested for-
Um, I went and got tested and, um, I was HIV positive

Hi, my name is Tracy, I am 38 years old and I am HIV positive

This was something that you was in the world, and you got caught up in the world doing and then hit that stop on me. I didn't ask for this. This is something that you just happened to give me. I would see right in front of my face each year one of my good friends get skinnier and skinnier and darker and darker and cheekbones sucked in. I would have to see that- I would have to watch my friend die, so like, you can't tell me that I haven't been through it and this is just HIV alone this is not even-

I think I ran into a bump. I completely ran away from my doctor, he wanted to start treatment right away and I was just mortified about being HIV positive, um it took me a full year-

Oh ya'll don't like this kind of tea

[BennY RevivaL]
That's life
Left me in a mess
Confess, when I repent
Cause' there is no sex
Possessed [?]
Reflect, [?]
Some of yall been fuckin' for a dollar
Problems come and follow
No one can solve em'
Swallow the wrong nut, baby girl you awful
Gargle the wrong cum, honey when you pausin'?
This chick made me start thinking
Afraid that she got a gun when you done drinking
You said that he was the one so you got naked
Tripped off a vine baby know your patience
Girl dont trip, now he dipped out and faded
I tried to look out with big smile, amazing
How you got dicked down and did not get nothing
You need to sit down and renown your faith and
What I believe in, bring to the alter
All of the disease you leave from the doctor
With your head down, couldn't figure how
That nigga could fucking stuck you with meds now
It's hard but I know a better way, the love will dry you on a wetter day
His drugs make you wanna correlate
In mud
Dirty like a porno tape
It's rough to wake up and then contemplate
Should just say fuck it and just turn gay