Spits in face/leaves

[Intro: sleepingtetsuo]
If somebody hops on aux and starts playing fucking 2Shanez
I’m jumping out the moving vehicle

[Verse]
This shit crack pipe evil, Bab told me not to say it, but I did it
I know what's it like to live a whole fucking life and not fit in, I do, I did it
Cut my inner thighs with a knife late at night just to feel something different
When it scabs, I itch it, I remember trips on the river with my dad
Cutting whiskers off them fishes, 'cause I like it when they missing
Something in my brain missing, hide the knives that's in the kitchen
'Cause the boy been acting different, my bad, I'm tripping
Hide them pill prescriptions, 'cause if you have them, I'm in them
No way around it, I won't listen
I'm like six or seven Xanax in and I'm still in my depression
Therapist don't fucking get it, so this blunt my only session
Jacky D and Jimmy B kick it with me like we all best friends
Misery is all I be, I be at peace when I be starting shit
My life like a fucked up comedy and I'm the star of it
Everybody watching me, looking at me, laughing at me
At least I'm entertaining to the ones that never mattered to me
Hurt the ones that matter to me
I wish something mattered to me beside the shit that matter to me