​spiral

[Intro: kurtis]
(Simon... are you here right now?)
Yeah, yeah, the circles spinnin'
It goes round inside my head
Yeah, you're the only one I'm needin' tonight
I'm tryna plan out my escape
I'm so stuck inside a loop, I do the same shit everyday

I been fightin' for a minute, can't you help me?
'Cause baby how I'm fuckin' livin' isn't healthy
I don't really mind, I know one day that I'ma die
So baby won't you come around, I'm drinkin' 'til I hit the ground

[Verse 1: kurtis]
Yeah, no I won't stop I'm takin' rounds
Smoke a bong and let me rest
I'm tryna drown out sounds, yeah
I'm being told to kill myself
These thoughts will be thе death of me
Yeah, I need to down anothеr pill

Stop, wait a minute (yeah)
Open up and look around
Boy won't you stop wait a minute (woah)
You did this shit all by yourself
Boy won't you stop exaggerating (ohh)
Tried to hide and masquerade it
Boy can you stop the fuckin' drinkin'? (Ohh)
My body feels it's slowly sinkin'

Again, and again
No I won't stop, keep playin' pretend
And again, and again
No, I won't make it out again, yeah, I'm...

[Chorus: tigerstar, tigerstar and kurtis]
Pickin' parts of my own mind, bury me when I'm alive
Baby, how could I survive the enemies up in my mind?
Never meant to make you cry, I tried to hide out in the night
I've been fightin' with myself but only one comes out alive
I been fightin' for a minute, can't you help me?
'Cause baby how I'm fuckin' livin' isn't healthy (—thy)
But I don't really mind, I know one day that I'ma die
So baby won't you come around, I'm drinkin' 'til I hit the ground

[Post-Chorus: tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something I can't fix
Something about it got violent
Ever since it got quiet, it gets filled with more noises

[Verse 2: tigerstar]
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat
'Cause you're seething again
Can't get through the night, unless I pretend
Once I'm in your bed, I don't really mean it

Before I hit the ground, and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess I'll try to fucking drink it away
But I don't need it, I don't need it

[Chorus: tigerstar, tigerstar and kurtis, kurtis]
Pickin' parts of my own mind, bury me when I'm alive
Baby, how could I survive the enemies up in my mind?
Never meant to make you cry, I tried to hide out in the night
I've been fightin' with myself but only one comes out alive
I been fightin' for a minute, can't you help me?
'Cause baby how I'm fuckin' livin' isn't healthy
But I don't really mind, I know one day that I'ma die
So baby won't you come around, I'm drinkin' 'til I hit the ground
(Woah, ohh)
(I don't really mind, I know one day that I'ma die)