Spiral

{English Translation}

My eyes suddenly close at 2am, and see that it reflects my own empty heart
As I continue to wander aimlessly, time quickly passes by

Within this overwhelming anxiety and confusion
Hidden within these incomplete days, my shadow begins to...

Without hesitation, spin round and round at these crossroads

Each passing day draws another spiral, as this voice continues to find no words
My mind progressively, endlessly, spins
Today as well, the fragments of my hazy dreams are swallowed up by these fading waves
My solemn expression drowns in it, along with the only tears I have left in this world

If there was one thing my busy childhood never taught me
It was knowing what such hardship like this is like

There is no possibility of escaping from inside this drawer
So many dormant futures of mine disappear as if they were only a mirage

I couldn't depend on them to end this loneliness anyway

Someday, perhaps, the waning moon will shine on these struggling nights
Until the day I sleep, I will continue to walk forward
That's right, my wishes continue to scream and echo from my hoarse voice
My resolve remains the same as always, as it now overflows and drowns my solitude

Each passing day draws another spiral, as this voice continues to find no words
My mind progressively, endlessly, spins
Today as well, the fragments of my hazy dreams are swallowed up by these fading waves
My solemn expression drowns in it, along with the only tears I have left in this world

{Japanese Romaji}

Futo me o tojiru gozen niji wa kuokyona kokoro utsushidashite
Ate mo nai mama samayoi ashibaya ni sugite yuku

Oshiyoseru aseri to tomadoi no naka de
Fukanzen na nichijou ni hisonda kage no yukue wa...

Tamerai naku meguri kuru kousaten o

Rasen o kaku hibi to kotoba ni naranai koe o
Omoi ga tsumugu michi wa owari naku tsudzuku
Kyou mo nijinda yume no kakera utsurou nami ni nomare
Ukabeta yami ni shizumu kono sekai de hitotsudake no namida

Kodomo no koro ni shitsu kushita mono ga aru to sureba
Fu kaikan o naihou shita kensou de todokanai genjitsu o

Modorenai kanousei to hikidashi no naka ni
Nemuru mirai kazoete kagerou no youni kieru dake

Tayorina sa ga hikiyoseru kodoku no hate

Gegen no tsuki ga terasu agaita yoru mo itsuka
Nemuri ni tsukeru hi made ayumi tsudzukete yuku
Sou sa negai o sakebi tsudzuke kasureta koe wa hibiku
Konote o tsutau netsu wa kobore ochita hitoridake no ima o...

Rasen o kaku hibi to kotoba ni naranai koe o
Omoi ga tsumugu michi wa owari naku tsudzuku
Kyou mo nijinda yume no kakera utsurou nami ni nomare
Ukabeta yami ni shizumu kono sekai de hitotsudake no namida