[Verse 1]
I spiraled today
Eventually I stopped but never elevated
I'm stuck inside my mind
Lights and sounds won't penetrate no matter how they try
[Chorus]
I thought that we were past this
I thought I'd rectified the way the world operates and I just watch it fly
I'd tell myself the truth but that was last month's big breakthrough
And it's hollow in the air
And now I'm back to middle school when I talk to you
When I talk to you
[Verse 2]
Tell me what does out of it even really mean?
It's a pattern of my life that's playing, playing on repeat
Funny how through all of this
My biggеst regret
I don't have еnough black clothes to represent my head
[Chorus]
I thought that we were past this
I thought I'd rectified the way the world operates and I just watch it fly
I'd tell myself the truth I shouldn't be that into you
But my thoughts are frozen in a shock
And I'm back to middle school when I talk to you
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
I thought that we were past this
I thought I'd rectified the way the world operates and I just watch it fly
I'd tell myself the truth but that was last month's big breakthrough
And it's hollow in the air
And now I'm back to middle school when I talk to you