Spilt milk

Fuck

I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain
And I gave you my all, gave my heart, you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s 'bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now it's gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
But I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

The shit I'd do for you
God knows I'd move a mountain
If we flipped the point of view
God knows you'd live without it

If you told me that you didn't care I'd beliеve it
If you asked how I'm doing, I'm fine, I'm just griеving, yeah

Woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
Cold and begging
Fuck your words I'll leave them read

Yeah, fuck your words I'll leave them read

These days I been figuring it out on my own
Minding my business
Don't matter what they think cause when I speak they're listening
I think I just need to pivot to different shit
Neither dying or living it could've changed my mind
I held my silence and after it
You act like you weren't the antagonist
Just one talk is enough
Hope my chest don't erupt
Cause you realize that I was always someone that you can't love

Fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain
And I gave you my all, gave my heart, you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone

And I knew that we wouldn't last but I'm trying not to chalk it up to wasted time
It's not you, it wasn't me, it was our state of minds
Who's to say I'm fine
The lines were crossed, diving us, but intertwine

The shit I'd do for you
God knows I'd move a mountain
If we flipped the point of view
God knows you'd live without it

Fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain
And I gave you my all, gave my heart, you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But when it comes to shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

If you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
If you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

Woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
Cold and begging
Fuck your words I'll leave them read