Spilled Milk

(Bridge)
This ain’t working no more
Money coming in slow
Nowhere left there to fall
To call as my own

Slept with heart on my sleeve
I woke with scar on my face
If you gone bleed, I’m a bleed
I’m still so stuck in my

(Chorus)
Feeling, feeling ostracized
Sick of dealing, dealing with this 9-5
Baby mama crying over bills to pay
Tell me was this all by his design
Every release pushed back delayed
I just need a booth recoup my faith
Is it worth it all, now you decide
I just got to put my fuel to flame
Yeah

(Verse)
Feeling nauseous huh
Let this is be my catharsis yeah
Chasing cheddar, break lettuce
At first I was indulging in a thirst
That couldn’t be parched with
Dollars and commas
El Caminos and prima donnas
Been one to exude a false bravado
My future was destined for shit
If I didn’t loosen up my grips
Probably would have hiccup and slipped
And let the devil entrada
I ain’t a scholar, I’m a martyr
Need time to retreat
Needed some mediation
Malcolm for my beliefs
Never victim to my condition
My palms been itching
Just needed some
Talcum For my relief, see
Never thought I’d be crying
For spilled milk we dying
Better build me a shrine
Soft silks we buying
I’m hip hop reviving
Better bet I ain’t riding
If your soul ain’t vibing
May I, say my peace
As the peeps parlay broad day
In the belly of the beast
They day I, speak something untrue
The day I decease, I’m about cross over and keep G just like A.I
My career more like a fuselage
Enough space for the whole family ride
My disillusions, confusion being ahead of time
Years feeling like days, my girl and my momma sigh
Scared, I don’t take no breaks
To top it off I’m a nut case, no parfait
No pump fakes, I just follow the baseline
Been searching for a sample
Just needed a taste I
Can bite into, and cook for you
Something that’ll numb your face
And pain I’m feeling today
So all I ask as I’m busy working way
Is that the world take a second and please just wait
Time slipping way, hands turn on the face
Sipping on cabernet, my thought they ricochet
I am the Protégé, I am Bo Jackson, three stacks, and John Blaze
Please pay me no mind, busy catching a high
No Tony Montana, more like Tony Bourdain
Lost in vanilla skies, the future is televised
And I be waving back, like hey mama
Late nights catch me smoking la la
Just focus on the work and keep moving bra bra
Now all these ladies lately showing off they ta ta’s
Guess I got caught up in all the blasé blasé, rah-rah
See

(Bridge)
This ain’t working no more
Money coming in slow
Nowhere left there to fall
To call as my own

Slept with heart on my sleeve
I woke with scar on my face
If you gone bleed, I’m a bleed
I’m still so stuck in my ways
Ways ways
Stuck in my ways
Ways ways

(Chorus)
Feeling, feeling ostracized
Sick of dealing, dealing with this 9-5
Baby mama crying over bills to pay
Tell me was this all by his design
Every release pushed back delayed
I just need a booth recoup my faith
Is it worth it all, now you decide
I just got to put my fuel to flame
Yeah