Spikes n Excuses

Yuh, stuck up in my words like I can't stop it
Yea, hole up in his socket like I'm [?]
Yuh, lookin for excuses I can't stop it
[?] get to choppin
I'm sorry it's all [?] for me
I can't even get apologies
I know u find it all all for me
I feel at times they wannabe
That boy got shot, bodily
You think you're funny, comedy
Got all this shit on top of me
I can't decide anymore

Count it up, I count it up and I go straight to the floor
Yea i stumble n I fall before I open the door
My cards are on the table but I got the rest in the drawer
I swear that you're just a bore
I'll break ur record box down
And thе ice turn his neck great sam i am
Don't talk down, I kno u listеn to Roxanne
She just wanna party all night, one night stand
Like they can't stand the man I am

Twice [?] I ain't get enough
Lunch party, but it's dinner now
Fuck a loser, I'm the winner now
Tryna paint me like a sinner now
But so am I
So am I, so am I
Swear to god, don't even try
Gimme all the questions, even tho I got em all right
For the rest of the night I won't be alright alright alright, sit tight
You put it all there for one or for nothin
He only texts you when he wants to feel somethin
Somethin like a rose [?]
I don't get it, u just gotta free me

I ain't tellin you again sir
It's a convoluted answer
I think I'll never be a [?]
I swear I just want the answer