Spiderwebs

[Verse 1]
I can't maintain a relationship
They remind me I don't relate to shit
I love you, I'm not in love with you
But I want you in my life and that's an issue
I hate to say I'm not committed, I admit it
Only 22, I'm tryn' live it to the limit
You know I'm coming back for you the minute that I'm finished
Right now, a girlfriend would be a blemish on my image
I led you on and you might think I'm selfish
But I like your company, I really can't help it
Even though I see you twice a week
Tell me why you adamently fight for me
Saying please don't leave, but I'm focused on my plan
It's not personal, I hope you understand
Some day, you will trust me again
But for now, I'm sorry that our love had to end

[Verse 2]
I had a fallin' out with a family member
I lashed out and said some shit I still can't remember
For a while, I was actually crazy
But, I wouldn't change the past if you paid me
You live and you learn, you slip and you burn
Work hard and keep your mind off the figures you earn
I'm highly aware what the fame could bring
I won't ever let money fuck up a good thing
It once did, but that saga's over
And if anything it brought us closer, now we always sober
A buncha guys on the rise
Realize we gon' ride 'til we die with our eyes on the prize
Look, instead of falling over like some dominos
We put our egos to the side for one common goal
And fuck the politics, we'll handle it together
Friends come and go, man family is forever

[Verse 3]
I thought I had support from my family
Until my mom said don't forget about a plan B
I don't blame her, she doesn't understand me
I love making music, I don't need to win a grammy
You can be the best at what you do
But it doesn't matter, cause it means nothing 'til you're paid
I rather stay poor doing something that I love
Than to ever be rich doing something that I hate
I can truly say that I'm happy with my life
I'm never let down cause my attitude is right
It's undeniable, my passion on the mic
These other rappers do it for the glamour and the lights
But I'm different, and I never been more certain
Nobody is perfect but we all serve a purpose
So fall back, while I pull away the curtains
And let my light shine, I know it's the right time