Spider Vinegar

Happy faces, stars and light
Cupcake baking feels alright
You’re like a savior, just a regular neighbor
All according to context, we just live in a complex

I’m a fake and I’m a fraud
What I’ve done is very wrong
I can’t take back what I’ve said
I don’t exist, it’s in my head

At least I have my reasons, how it's all perceived
I’ve lied for seasons and they all believed
And now I feel really bad, I kinda feel really sad
I can’t just give it rest, I ruined all my friends
(And they don’t know it yet)

I’m never taken sеriously
When I’m gone, they laugh at mе
They think I’m clueless but I know
I know so much I fuckin' loathe

I hate everything that this fuckin' world is
I hate everything that a fuckin' girl is
I hate my life, so I make it right
I hate my life, so I fuckin' lie

So I lie (So I lie)
All the time (All the time)
It becomes second nature (It becomes second nature)
Will you be my savior (Will you be my savior)

Do you see my danger? (Do you see my danger?)
And like that I’m a stranger (And like that I’m a stranger)
Will you be my savior (Will you be my savior)
For my bad behavior (For my bad behavior)

So I lie (So I lie)
All the time (All the time)
It becomes second nature (It becomes second nature)
Will you be my savior (Will you be my savior)