Spider

I can never see through the lense that you want me
Every single time gotta go cause you lost me
Every single night staring up always longing
For something else again

Tryna come to grips with the fact that you won’t be
Something that I watched or I read on my phone screen
Maybe I should just wake up cause I don’t see
What you see in me

Runnning down your darkened street
Spilling Monster on my seat
Smoke me out inside your glowing room
What’s faster than the speed of light
Is how I see the months go by
I wish that this was now and here forever

Your aura looked so cool
With your custom boards and battered shoes
And playlists painted for my head tomorrow

Will this be forever faded
My longing’s now for dreams of wasted
Memories and empty promises
Small tattoos you did yourself
Of spiders underneath your belt
And phantoms frightening you with words that pass

I just wanna go back I don’t wanna fuck it up
I just wanna go back I don’t wanna fuck it up
I just wanna go back I don’t wanna fuck it up
I just wanna go back I don’t wanna fuck it up