Speedin’ (Withdrawls)

Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
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Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
How the fuck did this happen

I was road runnin’ to the money tryna get some hunnids
All my peers buzzin’ and my music ain’t doin’ nun
My love life is a puzzle, with some pieces I can’t match
I got hidden potential which I don’t know how to tap
So because of that, I fuck hoes
Heart’s on subzero
Losin’ love for music, and doin it for dinero
Back in middle school
The love I had for it was true
Second guessin’ my Plan A, prolly why I went to school
Ain’t that a shame
Such a lame
Can't even look at myself the same
Always was saint
Asking why I get those bad days
Of depression and sadness, losin’ all of my sane
Due to loss of money, with hatred that wasn’t tamed
Got damn
Is it the money that makes me feel like I’m the man
Lookin’ in my account seein I got them 20 bands
No matter if came from workin’ or a credit scam
Speedin on the highway and God hit me with bam
Mind all fucked up
More pills imma take em’
Fake smilin ‘with my peers
Cause that laughter gets contagious
When really a nigga really raging
Ain’t no bitch so no complaining
Load the clip, fuck you sayin’
Ain’t no open ear to satin
No

Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
How the fuck did this happen

Jeff Gordon to heavens gates
Less stress when the money’s made
Less stress when on my shit
Less stress when there’s no mistakes
Wanna be like Jordan 45
Reborn so I’m back Alive
I made it for the first time
Thanking God for my second time
But I’m still stress cause I still don’t get it
Was I goin’ fast, was I really driftin’
Was I really rushin’
Slow down
Cuttin’ off, what’s bad now
Been did that, and
You missed that
When you hit I don’t hit back
I know it’s all love even through mishaps
Down times, and when shits bad
I know it’s lessons, life’s a blessing
I never would’ve made it second guessin’
My faith, and our connection
Fallin off, here’s my redemptions
You know convos that we have, before my phone hits the dresser
With you saying that my future days are only getting’ better
So less pills I’m gon’ pop
Can’t let my heart stop
Can’t settle for things that won’t help in the long run
You hit me with a bam
Then hit me with a got damn
U showed me I had purpose
Then showed me I’m just a man
Damn

Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
Speedin’ thru life crashin’
How the fuck did this happen
How the fuck did this happen