Spectator

Don’t believe every word I say
I care too much to explain my ways
My truth wouldn’t be yours anyway
Wind shifts at the end of the day

Nourish me, I want to keep
This every day was and will be enough for me
Lest keep will crumble down and way too deep
I’ll learn to bow, I have to somehow
To nourish “we"

Today I’m too exhausted to interpret
Thank you mom, I’ve practiced my jests
Heavy words are tonight’s (only) guests
Something to shake off of your chest

Nourish me, I want to keep
This everyday was and will be enough for me
Lest keep will crumble down and way too deep
I’ll learn to bow, I have to somehow
To nourish “we”

Hanging low the easy reward
It nullifies, demeans and dwarfs
But without eyes, no one informs

It’ll stay inside
All bloody and raw
All bloody and raw

This won’t be the last time I see
I want it, oh I want it, there’s no “we” here

Nourish me, I want to keep
This everyday was and will be enough for me
Lest keep will crumble down and way too deep
I’ll learn to bow, I have to somehow
To nourish “we”