[Verse 1]
I wish you coulda seen
The better side of me
All my insecurities
I'm incomplete
I don't open up
For anyone on the streets
It's too much to show
What's going on underneath
I liked you, wanted you to like me
But you weren't ready
And you never saw me
Like I was an art piece
Like I was an ordinary boy
[Chorus]
I wish I was special
I gave all that special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I knew I was special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed mе
I hate that you made me
Just likе you
Just like you
[Verse 2]
I wanted to be thin, now I wanna be thinner
Heard Jogging is in, bust your windows out
Conversations went flat, texts left in stacks
You said you're too tired, hid my pain in laugh
Boy, you got me fucked up
Now I'm gettin' fucked up
Thinkin' 'bout us fucking
Why you'd have to fuck him?
I don't wanna see you, wish I was more selfish
Knew I was no ordinary boy?
[Chorus]
I wish I was special
I gave all that special
Away to a loser
Now he's just a loser
I still got my special
But you made me hate me
Now, I'm back to the real me
Can't say that you made me
Just like you
Just like you
[Outro]
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
Special was written by ELISHX.
Special was produced by benny blanco & Shellback & Omer Fedi & Blake Slatkin.