Special

I went walking in the dead of night
You came along and turned on the lights
I stumbled forward as I sometimes do
My arms were open ready for you
It's hard to hear you when you talk sometimes
There's always something taking over my mind
I know I'm crazy and I know you know
I trying harder 'cause I love you so
I want to be special
I want to be good
I want to be happy
I know that I should
Sometimes the truth
Is hard to believe
Some of us stay
And some of us leave
I know its hard for you to understand
I'm not always who I say I am
I had a friend he fell in a ditch
He was afflicted by a 7 year itch
I'm always blinded
By the morning light
I see things clearer
In the dark of the night
I'm really sorry for confusing you
I guess its something I'll
Always doz
So every feeling every moment
That we bottled up inside
How long before we say it all
And then the truth is realized
I want to be special
I want to be good
I want to be happy
I know that I should
Sometimes the truth
Is hard to believe
Some of us stay
And some of us leave
I've always loved you
And I always will
I want you to know
That I do still