Spawn

[Verse 1]
I'm tryna burn every image of you inside of me
My only purpose is hating life till I fall asleep
I'm feeling worthless I got deals my soul is cheap
My heart is empty my high times was ecstasy
Is this the end now
We back where we started
I put my life on the line
And even u didn't want it
I hated the love
You left me behind
You said that you're sorry
But all you said was a lie
I'm dark twisted demented I'm sick my lucks up
My coffin awaitin my next life I'm comin fucked up
Im born again into a life I never asked for
They tried to exorcise me but I think I killed the pastor
Im payin dues I'm livin nightly on a lease
But uh
No one can touch me like I'm payin off the priest
And uh
My curse a blessing but a blessings what I need cause I just wanna end it like I did it in my dreams

(Hook)
Let my soul fade
I set myself free
All I feels hate
Don't let em hold me
Let my soul fade
I set myself free
All I feels hate
Don't let em hold me

[Verse 2]
Tell me, you alright?
Its hard to feel the fight
Lose myself at night
But im okay, right?
Not a thing in sight
I think they took my light
I get to thinking why
You shouldn't be alive
I think I hurt myself
Sometimes it's hard to tell
Cause when you live this life
All you feel is hell
No matter how much pride
It overweighs what's real
And I just can't decide
Should I get up or kneel
I feel my brain cells compressing
I hope you feel the same
I know your mind intersecting
With all the words I'm sayin
God has chose and selected
For all of us to pay
And When I die send a message
So he can know my name
Through the pain I found lessons
That breach beyond the gate
I elevated my being
To channel all my rage
I push my thoughts and depression
Til I can fill the page
And when you strive to perfection
Its hard to concentrate