Space

[Chorus]
Feel like a waste of space
I just want it to change
This cycle has me stuck inside my home everyday
And i hope i can finally escape
I want it to change

[verse]
I look at myself in the mirror and i'm not having this, why do I look like every Netflix Nerd Protagonist
A scrawny kid, whose fault is this?
I used to think that I looked adequate. But my confidence left me when they started laughing at the kid
Well damn this shit, I never really showed emotions
But ever sincе I started writing shit, it went explosivе
Never noticed how most of my time alone was, thoughts of loneliness
Were powering my sadness like the blood inside my boners

[verse]
I’m feelin empty i don’t know why
Thoughts so fucking sad and i ain't listening to Lofi, oh my
Always inside, i see no sky
Sometimes i just wanna be a dumbass, live the lowlife
Cause lately i feel like i’m wasting mine
Every fucking morning is like i just fucking pressed rewind
Can’t decide what imma do this day so i am kept inside
But at the end of the day, ill always feel left behind

[verse]
And it’s my own fault
Because even with my friends I'm in my own thoughts
Used to be the guy to speak a lot, man i had no pause
Now i shut the fuck up and i second guess my own flaws
Addicted to affection, without it i feel neglected, i’m back to times of thinking
That i’m not the guy to get it, i’ve said it and meant it. is there a person that i’ve affected
That is the question that keeps me up when i should be resting

[Chorus]
Feel like a waste of space
I just want it to change
This cycle has me stuck inside my home everyday
And i hope i can finally escape
I want it to change