SOUL SEARCH

[Verse 1: rejectedreyna]
Every time I wake up, my face all blacked out
Vision blurry, I don't even wanna act out
Stuck inside the void, pull my mask down
It's Reyna speaking to you, lamb is not here to lash out
I wanna find my soul in this world, so lost now
Blame me for everything, find my body cross town
Hurt myself out of guilt, my soul will be gone now
You'll hear my voice once again, big world small town
Checkerboard floors and I'm walking dripping blood
Hurt myself lookin' for my soul, I don't feel loved
Every time I open up, you end up barging in
I get hurt again and again, when will it end?
I give you my love, you walk away
I give you everything, nobody ever stays
Lamb is still human evеn after what they say
I nevеr felt true love, who needs it anyway?

[Verse 2: Shmokey]
I've tried to fix myself for you
Oh, I've cried, so many countless times
I don't know why I do the things I do
And oh, I lied, but I still can't break through to you
I'm looking for strength, can't keep up the pace
I've been stuck in this same place, waiting for pills to be laced
All days they feel the same, I'm learning how to change my ways
When I look in the mirror, I don't even have the same face