Sosa’s Transition (And a Call for Unification)

[Verse 1]
I was watchin barry when i peeped
I was holly
Back when i was blowin kisses
While i wait for the trolley
Back when +blank+ was pushin more pounds
Than mikey and molly
Back when niggas used to heckle
At the girls while they volley
I was aimin down sight on
My net income
Felt dumb when the clock moved once
I lacked another accolade
That could get me some
Place
And ever since sixth grade
I was told that i had to outpace
Yearnin for the days where i stood out
In a black space
Since nowadays i’m only standin out
For my black face
Heart was aokiji
Seeing
What it took
To be a Jay-z, Diddy
Took more than a book
Adventitious memory
Kin turned enemy
Bootlick the pedigree
Oxymoronic bettering
Last good sleep when i
Left you behind
Hopin we could reconnect
If you can ever hear this rhyme

[Chorus]
And i heard i could die
From a heartbreak
So why they got the nerve
To seperate me from gang gang
I hope that all the words that i spill
Mean the same thing
Despite of my absence
You know it’s a love thing
I done missed the service cause
I thought it be fraudulent
The moments where you needed help
And i wasn’t prevalent
We was posed to morph and
Graduate into better men
But i fumbled the rock for my personal
Betterment
I, failed, you

[Verse 2]
Seclusion be the hex
With no vaccine
Cause if i point a finger
Three point back at me
School of magnotta
Not a
Philanthropist to admire
If they gave away a penny
It was just to earn a dollar
Taught by the west
That you bought to impress
If you flaunt and you flex
You get the blimp with the message
But if you live with this fetish
Will you ever be replenished
Fuck it
I could pay a nigga to
Clean up the wreckage
Superiority of a fool
Flexin a jewel
But unbeknownst to me
I was just another tool
Know not what i do
But know why i do not
The silence is as guilty
As the killer
Vacancy welcomes agony
Had a home full of real niggas
And i sold it all to whitey for
A fantasy
Last good sleep when i
Left you behind
Hopin we could reconnect
If you can ever hear this rhyme

[Chorus]
And i heard i could die
From a heartbreak
So why they got the nerve
To seperate me from gang gang
I hope that all the words that i spill
Mean the same thing
Despite of my absence
You know it’s a love thing
I done missed the service cause
I thought it be fraudulent
The moments where you needed help
And i wasn’t prevalent
We was posed to morph and
Graduate into better men
But i fumbled the rock for my personal
Betterment
I, failed, you