Sorry i’m this way

[Verse 1]
How do I feel now?
Stuck inside my room love
Tell me it’s a ghost town
These ghosts all I know now
I can see you in every surface of my room
Engraved in everything I do

[Chorus]
Well here I go
Back to the city in a bag of bones
No heart, no soul
Don’t need your pity
Got a thousand ghosts
Yeah, I’m not here alone
I rot with the ones I love the most
And they hold on close
Kept me alive for far too long

[Verse 2]
So say I’m faded
I’m just devastated
Can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t take this
Rotting in the basement
Just another day
I’m stuck missing your face
And soon I’m gonna pack my bags
And get out of this place
So yeah I’m wasted
You know how I cope
It’s not the best I’m selfish
Hate myself it’s endless
And I’m sorry I’m this way
And if I could I’d stay
But we’ve grown far apart in ways that’ll never be okay

[Chorus]
Well here I go
Back to the city in a bag of bones
No heart, no soul
Don’t need your pity
Got a thousand ghosts
Yeah, I’m not here alone
I rot with the ones I love the most
And they hold on close
Kept me alive for far too long