​sorry I’m sorry

So where do I start
So when do I try to be apart
Of what I now see it’s getting farther
With how it all seems the world is darker
A lil old me to blame

The day that I see the rain
Won't be a big change of lane
I still never thought the same
They never believe in pain

But that’s how I got here (repeat)

They said I won’t last too long
But bet there all dead and gone
An they would all laugh along
But I’m the one laughing now