​sorry for the lies

[Verse:]
I'm sorry for the lies
So sorry that I've cried a thousand times
Accountability is something I need in my life
I didn't mean to fuck anyone over but I did
And every day's a journey to owning up to my shit
I'm sorry for the lies
And trying to disguise
A bunch of my finesse with good intentions in my eyes
I'm sick of thinking that all I can do is run and hide
'Cause every day's a battle when you're fucking up like I am
Sorry for the lies
And sorry for my pride
I know that I act different when I'm hanging with the guys
I know sometimes that I can be so mother fucking see through
Other times you'd never guess what's going through my mind
I'm sorry for the lies
But please don't leave my side
I understand that both of us were swept up in the tide
So maybe us not talking for a while's pretty wise
But I'm sick of struggling every day to wake up with a smile
I'm sorry for the lies