Sorry For Myself

This situation never changes you could probably fill in the blanks
And then you would see why I sit here and stare into space
And when I finally close my eyes I dream three dreams of three different things
But of which one do I first think

Talking to me tonight I said something did you see right though it
Maybe, just maybe you were right
But the point is I spoke too soon
I messed up things like I always do - and I always do

Feeling sad
And feeling sorry, feeling sorry for myself

It didn't turn out the way I thought it would
It didn't turn out the way I thought it should - and I thought it should
And you hung it up you hung it all up decided then and there
That you didn't need me you were fed up

I guess if you turned it down so quickly
You really don't need me
I was over exaggerated but it still won't leave my head
What it would be like with you instead

Feeling sad
And feeling sorry, feeling sorry for myself

There's no good in sitting around and adding up numbers
Because the truth isn't something you always enjoy
And such a reality break could hit too close to home because if it comes too quickly
Learning can destroy

Feeling sad
And feeling sorry, feeling sorry for myself

Staring at me
Staring back at me
I never look the way I seem
Tomorrow's the day everyone's with the one they care for
I'll be at home bored