Sorry for Loving You

[Verse 1]
My brain must not be screwed in right
It's like I cry while I rip the wings off butterflies
Tried to capture that same feeling 'bout a thousand times
'Cause I let it go and I let it keep me up all night

[Pre-Chorus]
If we met when we were thirty-two
Then maybe I'd be good for you
But every time I love someone
It's like I'm in a deja-vu
I blamed it on mental health
I blamed it on lack of wealth
I blamed it on distance
I blamed it on everybody else
The things you say I make you feel
Heard them all before somehow
Now I see it's me who fucks up everything all by myself

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for loving you
I hate myself for leaving too
I wish that I had an excuse
But I'm sorry for loving you
I've been sorry from the start
Build you up to fall apart
I can't explain the things that I do
But I'm sorry for loving you

[Verse 2]
When I try, I only make it worse
I never cry but that doesn't mean I never hurt
Trust me when I say that you don't want my love, it's cursed
It's darker than dark
But it was real, for what it's worth

[Pre-Chorus]
Mmm, it looks like I'm collecting exes
Eating hearts for breakfast
I must fall in love for fun
Sit back and look at what I've done
You think I'm proud of making you cry?
I can see why I've done it so many times
Stubbornness made me heartless
Turning my back after we fight
When water's cold, I let them drown
Same words out a different mouth
Now I see it's me who fucks up everything all by myself

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for loving you
I hate myself for leaving too
I wish that I had an excuse
But I'm sorry for loving you
I've been sorry from the start
Build you up to fall apart
I can't explain the things that I do
But I'm sorry for loving you

[Bridge]
I try but I'm no different
'Cause I like to get my way
And I'd die before I listen
I never learn from my mistakes

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for loving you
I hate myself for leaving too
I wish that I had an excuse
But I'm sorry for loving you
I've been sorry from the start
Build you up to fall apart
I can't explain the things that I do
But I'm sorry for loving you