Sorry

I’m sorry
I rather be
At home in bed
Anxiety
Is killing me
This silent talk
Is loud enough
Alone with me
I’m sorry

Oh no there’s a text, from my friends, they’re heading out
Feel the chills down my spine, oh I know it well by now
My therapist heard the words I’m rarely showing
And they insist, but there’s no way I’m going

Rather make it sound like I’ve got plans
I don’t, no I don’t
Take a rain check, but I don’t ask
If they won’t

I’m sorry
I rather be
At home in bed
Anxiety
Is killing me
This silent talk
Is loud enough
Alonе with me
I’m sorry

The thought of us being thеre
Surrounded, no one’s aware
It’s in my head, not ready yet, (for more)
A gift of time, wonder what I wait for?

Rather make it sound like I’ve got plans
I don’t, no I don’t
Take a rain check, but I don’t ask
If they won’t

I’m sorry
I rather be
At home in bed
Anxiety
Is killing me
This silent talk
Is loud enough
Alone with me
I’m sorry

Take a deep breath and release
Feel the earth, I’m at peace
Say this mantra, I’m at ease
And listen
Breathe

I’m sorry
I rather be
At home in bed
Anxiety
Is killing me
This silent talk
Is loud enough
Alone with me
I’m sorry