Sorrow

[Chorus]
I don't know how to feel anymore, no, aye
Heartbroken, I’ve been drowning in my sorrows
Do it to myself (do it to myself)
Yeah I do it to myself (do it to myself)
I don't know how to feel anymore, no, aye
Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows
Do it to myself, I don’t care about tomorrow
Sometimes I do drugs to ease the pain, now I'm hollow

[Verse]
Why am I always anxious?
I need help, I can't take it
Tryna put a smile on my face, can't fake it
I would say "I'm numb", but these scars weren't painless
I could look you in your face and tell that you changed, aye
I've been on my own and on my own, I think I'll stay, mmh
Why you say you love me? It’s a slap right in my face
Cause your actions speak louder than the bullshit you claim
I don’t know if I hate my life or I love my life
Everything's alright, I’m still hurting
I've been all alone, tryna do this on my own
Takin' drugs to ease the pain but that shit stopped working
I know that this ain't worth it
I’m so insecure and nervous
I can't even tend to find my purpose
Better off dead cause I'm not a good person

[Chorus]
I don't know how to feel anymore, no
Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows
Do it to myself, I don't care about tomorrow
Sometimes I do drugs to ease the pain, now I'm hollow
I don't know how to feel anymore, no
Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows
Do it to myself, I don't care about tomorrow
Sometimes I do drugs to ease the pain, now I'm hollow