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[Verse 1]
Minds racing at 3 Am, I keep trying to write emotions with a pen
But I draw blank, where to begin?
I'm at a lack of friends, except those pretend
I try to live in movies, cause they're not so gloomy
Unlike the present world, where real people are lost in whirl
I'm in a daze, going through a phase, staying locked away
Will I try today?, or tell another lie?
Not feeling well so I further dwell, on my frozen future
Then interlace it with dark humor
While a feeling washes over, that's stupor
I used to think that my music was super, but its only average
Now you can't imagine, what my mind thinks
Cause it's damn well pushed to the brink
And every word written is how I'm living, so unforgiving
But not forgotten, innocence is now rotten
Just wanna rest on pure cotton, everything's a mess
I'm at rock bottom, hard to express, that weary autumn

[Verse 2]
Dark clouds stay lasting for days, now it makes me question
Can I be great?
What's your impression?
Will I stay?
I did this my way, that's no Sinatra
I've been less than calm, fuck all the mantra
Blow like cherry bomb, no reaching tantra
And all the dark stuff, does it still haunt ya?
What a heavy question, pointed at my head
It's a loaded weapon
Viewing my end
Gotta end the session
My indecision, can't be forgiven
Must continue living if I wanna grow
Cause if I stay then I'll never know
I just gotta go
I just gotta gooo
(Look)