Song About Me

[Verse 1]
Spent my 20's chasin' money
I was tryna be cool
Now my exes oh they hate me
They hug and kiss someone new
Someone better than me
Cause i'm sittin' here all alone
And i'll be 30 next week
I drink this red wine every night
Just to go to sleep
I can see it through the stains in my teeth
I can see it through the bags under my eyes
Too ashamed to tell my friends i'm not alright
How can I say i'm the good guy?
When i took my anger packaged it and then i
Put it out to buy
I wish i could've been somebody else
Doesn't matter if you forgave me
Cause I never forgave myself

[Chorus]
Now I write songs about you
And all the things we used to do
I write songs about all my regrets
You know theres been a few
I write songs about all my mistakes
And who I used to be
But no ones ever, no ones ever
Cared to write a song about

[Verse 2]
Came home
I hit my head on the patio door
Woke up alone, and confused
And a little bit afraid on the bathroom floor
Covered up my black eye
I cleaned up my bloody nose
I was crying out for help
Think it didn't but it shows
Made songs they could party to
And I did it so well
Now my achievements feel like
Some old stories i tell
I hate every song
I wrote about drugs
Cause i've lost way too many friends too young
I hate every song
I wrote about past loves
Just memories of what never really was

[Chorus]
Now I write songs about you
And all the things we used to do
I write songs about all my regrets
You know theres been a few
I write songs about all my mistakes
And who I used to be
But no ones ever, no ones ever
Cared to write a song about