​sometimes (live in new york)

[Verse 1]
Tell me your secrets, I won't repeat them
This tug in my chest makes it hard to get rest
And I think that I'm better off dead
Tell me you mean it, give me your pieces
This hole in my heart makes it hard to restart
I think that I'm falling apart

[Pre-Chorus]
God only knows why
It comes and it goes
And gets lost on me
I'm scared that it shows
And I, I'm scared to believe

[Chorus]
'Cause I love you, but sometimes, I'd rather die
Than have to feel this way inside

[Verse 2]
Tell me it's over, at least I'm closer
This weight on my neck makes it hard to connect
I'm staring at my feet again
I don't think they know it, how bad I'm broken
The colors you see have become lost on me
I can't find the root of the bleed

[Pre-Chorus]
God only knows why
It comes and it goes
And gets lost on me
I'm scared that it shows
And I, I'm scared to believe

[Chorus]
'Cause I love you, but sometimes, I'd rather die
Than have to feel this way inside

[Pre-Chorus]
God only knows why
It comes and it goes
It gets lost on me
I'm scared that it shows
And I, I'm scared to believe

[Chorus]
'Cause I love you, but sometimes, I'd rather die
Than have to feel this way inside