​sometimes i wish i went to college

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wish I went to college (Wish I went to college)
And only ever dreamed 'bout the shit that I started
Getting sick of my apartment (Getting sick of my apartment, getting sick of my-)
Something’s wrong with my head, I just don’t know what to call it

[Verse 2]
Telling myself it’s fine, "It’s what you dreamed of"
The city of angels where devils meet up
I don’t leave my room, it’s hard to speak up
When everyone around me thinks I’m no one (Around me thinks I'm no one)

[Verse 3]
I wanna drеam on
I told my mom that I would make it, gotta keep on
I’m super paranoid
I wanna make 'еm all proud, but I keep falling down
(Proud, but I keep falling down)
I never had a choice
I wanna make 'em scream it back to me and hear the noise

[Verse 4]
Testing my patience
Can’t even get out of my bed
I’m fucking breaking
Don’t know what day it is
I’d give it all to give it up
I’m way too anxious

[Verse 5]
I’m never breathing right
I gotta drink until I’m spinning just to sleep at night
I need him by my side
I get so scared to be alone that I start shaking
I wish I went to college
I wish I had a nine-to-five
I can’t see the finish line
I do this every time