Sometimes I Wish I Was Dead

I been high
Baby, I been faded
Tell me that you love me before you tell me I'm crazy
I don't know why we haven't talked in ages
Fucking up my life hoping you'll come save it
Dying in my room
This is what you made me
You make me anxious
You make me angry
I don't even recognize the person that I see as of lately
And this is how you wanna repay me?

Baby, everything you say to me
It keeps running through my head
Taking drugs till its hard to see
Cuz sometimes I wish I was dead
Now I'm all alone playing make believe
Reminiscing bout the things you said
Girl, you make it so hard to breathe
Cuz sometimes I wish I was dead

I live in a fake world
With fake friends
Where everybody likes to pretend
I take drugs
So I can die fast
Never really wanted this to last
I want it to end
I'm not joking
I been high
I been smoking
I won't die
But I'm hoping
Tell me lies like I won't even notice