Sometimes I Cry Yo

[Hook: Julius Luciano]
Sometimes I cry yo, my eyes ain't always dry yo
I feel like only God knows what I live for, what I die for
But uh, sometimes I cry homie, I ain't trying to get you to cry for me
I ain't trying to give you no sob story but the sun don't always shine on me
And uh, that agony hurts, will I lose hope or sanity first
Hold my head up to keep the tears from falling but that ain't how gravity works
And uh, I'm losing my way, but I try not to be losing my faith
My therapy is the music I make, maybe you don't feel me, maybe you can relate
But uh

[Verse 1: Demetrius Capone]
Where do I begin? I'm puzzled, where do I fit in?
Can't get a job, don't wanna rob and this rap game don't care to let me in
Never had a pops, never seen God, so how do I learn to be a better man
I've just been feeling so Washington General, this game won't never let me win
And uh, that agony hurts, will I lose hope or sanity first
Will I lose me or my family, that'll be worse
Is my whole family cursed? And uh, the answer's yes
I'm trying to find answers to pass this test
I lost my way in a path of stress, I need to mapquest me some happiness
Cuz uh, I'm fighting back tears, I'm losing the fight I've been fighting for years
My tears have been fighting Mike Tyson when Tyson was near his prime
And I'm just fighting like Tyson when Tyson was biting on ears
I'm the type of guy that don't like when I tear
I shy from the mirror, I hide my cry from my peers
Damn, can I disappear?
I lost my mind see, can y'all remind me who I am before a nigga gone untimely
I'm lost, come find me, I'm a walking zombie
Imagine if you was so fed up for real, it made you take to many medicine pills
But before you lay dead in your bed the last words that you said in your head is I hope heaven is real

[Hook: Julius Luciano]

[Verse 2: Andrew 'Dice' Dinero]
Let's see, where to start? A child is born, his parents part
Ways, they left him scarred, now on the beats he bears his heart
And soul, I know, I sense sometimes I'm wrong
But I'm after the cheese, I put crack in the streets kinda like potholes
When I'm wrong, I own up to the shit, I'm grown
A lot of niggas might be on different paragraphs but on the same page I'm on
I struggle, I didn't come from wealth, but still I'm tough as nails
Had to get money my fucking self, but I'm more concerned for my mother's health
Calling me from the hospital bed, telling me what the doctor just said
As she fight for her life, I wanna cry but I give her comfort instead
This life is cold at times, no clothing line
Got a Colt designed to keep you warm in these frozen times, the sun gotta work overtime
Can't find peace then why can't I get me a piece of this god damn pie
When I pray to God my eyes ain't dry, if you say you don't cry, you a god damn liar
Try to escape my troubles, but everytime I run away I stumble
Tears fall in streams, interrupt my dreams, wake up with my face in puddles

[Hook: Julius Luciano]