Sometimes

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wonder if I'm good enough for all my fans
Sometimes I feel as if my life has locked me in a trance
Sometimes I feel as if I never gave myself a chance
Sometimes a feel like I will be made fun of if I dance
Sometimes my thoughts are dark, and I can truly see
Sometimes I need that one light to lighten up my dreams
Sometimes I need some help, but I'm too scared to ask
Sometimes I feel too broken to complete a single task
Sometimes I feel on top, like I've conquered the world
But sometimes I'm too fragile to talk to a girl
Sometimes my mind is shaking in its own damn case
And I need something or somebody to put me in my place
I'm scared if I will stay like this for the rest of my days
Or if I will get better and start talking face-to-face
I hope it is the latter cus I just can't take
My conversation skills, I could never do a date

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like I'm broken, in my own home
Sometimes I feel like I never wanna go home
Sometimes I feel like giving up
And quit all the shit 'cus I'm busy as fuck

Okay let's try it, let's continue writing
These rhymes where I'm trying too hard to seem right and
All these people eat it up without giving a single fuck
About how I feel, get me out of this deal
'Cus I'm never one to beg, or I'm never one to plead
But when I'm given something without having agreed to it
I don't know what to do, I don't know how to prove
That I'm good, shit takes time, parents sipping on some wine
And I'm scared, socially; too much to get groceries
What am I supposed to be? I do not want to post and leave
I want to please my viewers, I want to please my school work
I can't do both together, I also can't talk to her
I don't know how to conversate without talking all awkwardly
I don't know how to walk away, I don't know how to stop, okay
I need to get my shit together, get ready for heavy weather
Otherwise, I'm gonna be this fucking bad forever

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like I'm broken, in my own home
Sometimes I feel like I never wanna go home
Sometimes I feel like giving up
And quit all the shit 'cus I'm busy as fuck