(HOOK)
I don’t even wanna be here
Sometimes
I wish I even knew why
Sometimes I wonder if you cry
Then again
That don’t make me alright
Fuck fighting for you
I’d go to war every time
Do you always think of me
Or sometimes
(VERSE)
I Should have blew out my fucking brains
When I was high of all the syrup
Pilled out for days
Ain’t no Truth that’s real
And all this love feel fake
I Watched every snake
Smile in my face
Fuck makes you think
I won’t leave no stains
Always want my all
But you don’t give the same
Tell me that you hate me
Know that I’m to blame
I just wish you’d hear me out
And all I have to say
No one ever calls
Nobody shows their face
Get more love from all the people
That don't know my name
If I cut my wings
I will be ok
I’m about to break
In every single way
Made some real mistakes
Some of this shit Won’t change
Been a really bad person
But today I ain’t
We ain’t talked in awhile
Went from a month
To 8
Sometimes I miss your eyes
Sometimes I miss your face
Sometimes I miss your voice
I always wish you stayed
Wish I could say sometimes
But it’s alwayssss
(HOOK x2)
I don’t even wanna be here
Sometimes
I wish I even knew why
Sometimes I wonder if you cry
Then again
That don’t make me alright
Fuck fighting for you
I’d go to war every time
Do you always think of me
Or sometimes