The third single off “nineteen”, “sometimes” introduces a slightly heavier tone to the project, in sound as well as lyrics. The song touches on the theme of trauma and how past events tend to have effects on us – even when we don’t notice such effects. To talk about these topics, the track features...
[Intro]
You are so much kinder than I am to my own love
Guess that comes from how I treat the heart inside of me
I love so much more than I have ever known
I hurt so much more than I've known
[Verse 1]
The days I'd lie to them and betray me
Sell what I believed in to feel some warmth in my skin
When all their eyes denied me
Like my existence was so disgusting
I learned I'd be alone
[Chorus]
So it got quitе hard to see sometimes
Quite hard to spеak sometimes
Oh it's quite hard to breath sometimes
Oh why is it hard to fight sometimes?
Tell me, why is it hard to cry sometimes?
Oh it's so fucking hard to be sometimes
[Verse 2]
Died so much for your affection
Heart didn't turn to stone
Only put up some walls
Died so much from the reflection
Of withered expectations
Only to kiss more pain
I learned it'd stay the same
[Chorus]
So it got quite hard to see sometimes
Quite hard to speak sometimes
Oh it's quite hard to breath sometimes
Oh why is it hard to fight sometimes?
Tell me, why is it hard to cry sometimes?
Oh it's so fucking hard to be sometimes
[Bridge]
Though I've grown past some things
I still see how some affect me
Yes, I've grown past some shit
I think I'm gonna be okay
Be okay
I hope I'll be okay
[Outro]
But it's so fucking hard to fight sometimes
Tell me, why is it hard to cry sometimes?
It's so fucking hard to be all the time
Sometimes was written by Enzo Santana Borges.
Sometimes was produced by Enzo Santana Borges.
Enzo-borges released Sometimes on Fri Sep 24 2021.