Something’s Missing

My stomach ain sittin, cuz the drugs i been mixin
No i cudnt listen, still no somethins missin
Still waitin for a vision, destroy opposition
I dont wanna go 2 prison, fake scripts wit physicians
Fuk up with addiction, ion care this my mission
Ego need a chill out, wait jus lemme sell out
Then burn any clout, raise all the doubts
Death my only route, Then u jus live without

Girls think they want me, she already lost me
Id let her kill me, make me carefree
I jus wanna leave, never had time 2 grieve
Why was i so naive, 2 my self decieve
Blood on my sleeves, need a minute 2 breathe
My soul must retrieve, but i need 2 relieve
The stress wit substance, rly all that im lustin
U felt reluctancem, U told me just once
Now jus love it, ain hard 2 admit
Perc 30 split, an oxy xr with
Lil xanny shit, and the lean drip
All i want is this, all i want is this