Something in the Water

There's something in the water
I feel it taking over me
It's slowly getting harder
To breathe
To breathe
To breathe

I've been so lost in my headspace
Trying to figure out why my heart aches
Ever since you left there's a bad taste
Clouds overhead always opaque
Trying so damn hard not to lose faith
Trying so damn hard not to breed hate
I've been going through these cycles every single day
I don't know if I could ever really be the same or just hideaway

From myself and from these thoughts
It feels like all of this just tears me apart
Anxiety driven, it comes with a cost
My heart feeling heavy, my stomach in knots
Take another hit, down another shot
Trying to ease the pain, trying to mend these scars
Trying not to go insane
Seeking for closure with all that I've lost, yeah

There's something in the water
I feel it taking over me
It's slowly getting harder
To breathe
To breathe
To breathe

And it's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me
Killing me

Time flies by, life is going too fast
I've been so damn vexed on longing for what's next
I'm sick of being depressed, it's weighing on my chest
'Cause it's so damn hard just to breathe and relax
Another day, another hustle
Another breathe, another struggle
On my knees going through the rubble
Searching for a piece of this broken puzzle

I look up to the sky, feeling nothing but stress
I pray to God "put my heart to rest"
'Cause I don't wanna live like this, I don't wanna hate like this
I don't wanna reminisce on my past and the things unfixed
I don't want no more pain
I just want better days
I just wanna be myself
I just wanna feel okay, yeah

And I, don't know what's happening
How, how did it come to this
I saw danger on your lips
And I took a sip

There's something in the water
I feel it taking over me
It's slowly getting harder
To breathe
To breathe
To breathe

There's something in the water
I feel it taking over me
It's slowly getting harder
To breathe
To breathe
To breathe

And it's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me
Killing me