Something absurd

I was sitting on your bedroom's floor
Doing everything i could do keep me from losing it all
When i noticed you had came in
I was scared and looked away
Don't look at me when i'm like this
I wouldn't like you to see how hurt i've been
You know i'd love to talk a bit more
But whatever i'd say might be a little cringe

Oh, i should've known that two beers were enough
Omg i guess i never learn
Oh, but it's okay cause from your bedroom's floor
Everything look so much clearer

When i was eighteen i thought that all the answers would come to me, well guess what, they never did
I know it's lame but i just don't know how to say it another way
But i'll be nineteen in a month and i'm a lot less scared cause i read this book again
Imma live to the point of tears, cause i understand what it meant

It's not the alcohol this time
Or maybe it is a little bit
But i think you're beautiful
And the world might need this tonight
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