Someone I Say That I’m Not

[Verse 1: SuiSai]
I sit here still waiting for you to come
Making me someone I say that I'm not
I can't ever say what I want
Fading away to the dark, farther and farther apart
From everything and everyone I've ever loved
'Cause I think I've seen enough
Too much stress and too many threats
There's too little time with too many meds
It all went straight to my head
'Cause I can't forget what you said
Just take me back to the day
To when I didn't hate myself and my life
Make me feel alright again, again
Make me feel alright again, no end, to this

[Verse 2: T Shan]
On my own, I'm better off alone, woah
I don't need anybody, better on my own
Stray from the pack I'ma lone wolf
Self loathing, face down in the road
Buried in sorrow, my mind is a tomb
Lots of my peers feel the same way
They say they going through the same thing
My friend told me he was gonna kill himself
I was choked up, didn't know what to say
I'm an emotional boy, who stays mad at the world
With a broken heart, and a voice to be heard
Got a shoulder to cry on, it's my studio
When I step inside it I feel right at home, right at home
Put me in a straight jacket I feel right at home
Black chrome to my dome I feel right at home
I'm a lost soul, I continue to roam