someone funny (unreleased)

I knew I would bore you
Just didn’t know when
When we started getting close
I’d remind myself
It’s bound to happen
It was gonna happen

I get so caught in my head
And I’m stuck there often
I know it’s not fun for you, anymore
When you’re stuck doing the talking

So I try to lose my shape
Forget my name
Mirror the people you like

Drink in my hand
I wait
To finally lose track of the time

I try to laugh at jokes
Till I feel sick
Lost my script
I can’t remember my lines

You settle for somebody nice
Till you find someone funny
Till you find someone funny

She makes it look like it’s all by design
But maybe her thoughts
Are just better than mine
Than what I could imagine

So I run dry
Of conversation
I leave my phone on
But your plans are changing
It’s bound to happen

So I try to lose my shape
Forget my name
Mirror the people you like

Drink in my hand
I wait
To finally lose track of the time

I try to laugh at jokes
Till I feel sick
Lost my script
I can’t remember my lines

You settle for somebody nice
Till you find someone funny