Somedays I Hate Myself

[Intro - Phone Conversation]
No you think.. You think you know what's going on
You don't really know what the fuck is going on
No because you think you know
You think you know what's going on..
You think you-
Ugh alright..
Get off my phone, get off my fucking phone Nani
No, because you think you know what's going on when you don-
You think you know
You think you-

[Verse]
If I can be absolutely frank with you
I'm hitting blank with you
I'm needing space from you
I'm pouring dranks cuz you're all in my face
And all in my space, and everytime we dance this dance
I lose a pace, and I don't have time to waste no more
I ain't young no more
Got me wondering what's it all for
Late night on the mic till' the morning
This music shit sometimes can get boring
I don't even feel like recording
Messages you sent I'm ignoring
Cuz it's just not that important
So much on my plate sometimes
I just need a break sometimes
I feel so out of place sometimes
I don't think that I'm that great sometimes
Did you know?
I'm not all that they made me to be
Cuz I think you saw right through me
All those fake smiles, when I'm not happy..
You know me better than anyone I'll ever meet
But you're the only one I can never ever reach
You're the only one I can never ever teach
I wish it wasn't true..
But the truth is you're me

And when I look in the mirror
And get to see myself clearer
Your face reminds me of terrors
I hate you now more than ever
And when I look in the mirror
And get to see myself clearer
Your face reminds me of terrors
I hate you now more than ever

And I hate you...
I hate you
All the things you put me through
How could I ever forget
Na nana na na nana na na nana na
Na na na na na na

[Ouro]
I'm on some fuck everybody..
No one understands me
They think I want money
I just wanna be happy
I just wanna take things back to when I was in that back seat
Of that 06' Civic, when my mind was fucking happy
All this agony, it's gonna kill me
Personal problems that I know I shouldn't be sharing
Maybe that's why I can't let nobody near me
And when I cry for help
Maybe that's why no one hea-